I love my mother and my father and entire family dearly, and i even love the dry ass place i grew up. But sometimes being in the same place for too long makes me feel out of place, sometimes even anxious. I have found that exploring new places and having new experiences at those said places makes for not only the most pretty paintings on the walls of the space you've been creating, but it also makes you appreciate your roots even more and observing the reflection is an important part of existing that is underrated
There's something about driving in your friend's car on the freeway with the windows down, the air is hitting your face and you're going somewhere you've never been before. I don't really feel comfortable unless I'm on the move.
I see the cars going by me, driving my friends car on the freeway, I feel so damn free. But I know in two hours I have to go back to my old boring house and I'm so sad that I can't leave the country. I'm just trying to avoid all of this bad luck because I don't want to get stuck for another fucking 18 years. If there's one thing that I know it's that this deserts not my home.
released January 13, 2016
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